For those who know me, know me well, and are aware that this is a heartwrenching time for me. I have been in constant pain, only a few weeks into my pregnancy. I am probably going to miscarry. I have not taken care of myself very well. My body cannot handle a pregnancy. I have come to the realization that I will not be having a baby. To those who disagree with whatever choice I have to make, I'm sorry and respect your point of view. I know whats best for me and these decisions do not come without deep emotional and spiritual pain. I know that true freinds like you understand my heart, you know what kind of person I really am. Thank you for all the love and support